Kathy Fagan




Design for the Costume of a Monster



Green, stout, and limed
with saltpeter, his snout
the cornucopian snout of an anteater,
he, like the mandrill, walks
on all fours. He snores.
He possesses luxuriant
fur, and in his rhyming dictionary
moss and horse are a legitimate
pair—mawce and hawce—
indicating he must hail from where
other than some outer
borough. He hailed a cab
to get here; many passed him by.
The sky opened before one
turbaned driver took pity.
“The city,” said monster,
who goes by Orphee.
And that is the way
he arrived, driven like rain
via Pakistani hack, who pitched
a passable aria to the back
instead of conversation,
where our soaking fellow,
meanwhile, was having a vision
of revelers dancing the saltarello.
Led by St. Francis and a small herd
of geese, all of them wore
the most orange beaks. A sign
winked above them, neon pink:
All God’s Performing & Creative Creatures,
Inc. “A.G.P.C.C.,” mouthed Orphee
in his stupor. “I know the place”
said the cabbie, “with the ducks in the abbey.”
And the rest, as they say,
is a tall blonde double latte
with wings. Soap operas, guest spots,
gameshow hosting, a modestly grossing
series of buddy pictures a la
Hope & Crosby, Glover & Gibson.
And life was good
for Orphee and Mehmud,
in both New York and Hollywood.
Their fame survived the rumor
(true) that they were
amorous off-camera. It survived
Orph’s tumor, successfully excised.
But no one expressed surprise
when they semi-retired.
Mehmud hired a vocal coach.
Orphee got edgier haircuts.
Their residuals held
steady, their investments
rocked solid, and never was there
anything monstrous or inclement
in their lives again,
but for the occasional bickering,
sparked by boredom, doused
in a flickering of hate.
They questioned their lot then
as aging men and monsters do:
When youth turns the corner
and coming toward you is fate,
if there isn’t a cab there,
do you walk or just wait?




Design for the Costume of a Minor Divinity



He shall be green.
He shall boast a prominent
nose. The offspring of his
haberdashers shall attend expensive
colleges. His French
shirts wrinkle artfully;
his trousers never lose
their crease. He shall wear
a sportcoat of cashmere
the color of rotted lettuces.
Though he drape it
over the back of many
a chair and forget it,
it will always be returned to him
on the arm of a simple girl.
His cravat is every
color of the sea. Some say
he is a bird. Others compare him to
the frog. He does drive
a Fiat. He is often late.
He was born, without fanfare,
in St Louis. He was frequently
chastised. Otherwise,
his childhood was
unremarkable. His feet are
small for a man of his
stature; therefore, his shoes
are girlish. He snorts like a horse.
His interjection is Ha,
used to express wonder,
triumph, puzzlement, or
pique. Never surprise. He is
never surprised. He can dance
the habanera. His instrument is
the horn. Hydrogen is
his element. Narcissus,
his emblem. His laurel wreath
is a cowlick that sometimes
comes loose and trails
behind him. He is warden of
the 8th hall of the 2nd heaven,
the master of minor
pronouncements, grass
clippings, and some of the
waters of life. He will eat
a chestnut in any form.
He may be summoned only
when the invocant is facing
south. A certain song
from the 40s causes him
to weep openly. He never
remembers the tune’s effect
until it is upon him,
like his pince-nez,
which he shall be searching for,
although he is wearing them,
because it is difficult,
suddenly, singing along, to see.




Darling,



you slayed
in your starling
suit at midnight,

the only goldfish
in the castle.
How aqueous backyards

were back then,
how silver the
streets, like a

bevel of thermometer
still slick with
your tongue. You

bet you were
fluent in exhale.
You were just that

gone.





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